I let my mom down again...that's twice this week!..I was supposed to stay awake for this cabinet installation guy to come because we have a new ktichen n' stuff...I was trying so hard to stay awake..I knew the guy was coming around 1:00 and it was like 12:00 so I thought to myself.. "that's 1 hour..I can just take a short nap." My naps are usually about 30 or less if I know I have something to do..I guess I didn't know how tired I was...I fell asleep and when I woke up it was 2:25! I was like..oh..my..GEEZ!! I was hoping the guy hadn't come yet...but he did..at 1:25...yeah...my mom really needed the guy to come TODAY...and I couldn't even stay awake for a stupid hour...My mom was nice about it though...even though I knew she was stressed out about it she told me not to worry about it and how it's not my fault...*sigh* hopefully everything will work out...Man..I can't wait til I go to college and become a HUGE success, I mean seriously HUGE. With big bucks n' all! That way my mom and dad can finally take a break..One of the huge reasons I love the holidays...BOTH of my parents are home and AWAKE. When they work, my dad goes to work in the morning, picks up my mom from her night shift and then she comes home and goes to sleep...I get to talk to her for like and hour..but then she falls asleep until 5:00...and usually she has stuff to work on...we talk but not really..then there's dinner...we only have a family table like dinner thingy on sundays..if my mom isn't working..well anyway my mom goes to work at 6:30 which is around the time my dad comes home..he drops her off from work..then goes asleep until my sister calls then goes and picks her up then we all go in our seaparate rooms..it's still ok though because my dad is so weird and crazy..lol he always busts the door open, but I never know when he's going to do it! So I'm like having a heat attack while he starts singing a random song that he made up..I'm all like "Daddy! That's not a real song!" He's like "Of course it is! Don't you know that I'm a genius! I compose in my mind! I should be on the radio!" Then he walks back out...lol he does it faithfully untill I go to bed. lol. Man..the my sister comes and we have our own little inside jokes. I LOVE it when both my sisters are here. They're so hilarious. Even when it's just me and my mom. My mom is always saying something random or funny or just conceited. She's so funny. Man..then there's my brother..I'm annoyed by him alot but we have our fighting moments (which I win) then I chase him back to his room with many an item to toss in his general direction....I love Christmas time..my whole family is together for a day or two..maybe even a week! It's so crazy so random and so hilarious..there's never a dull moment. You barely think you just have to act. lol...hmmm...well...I guess it's been pretty good so far...but I'm not changing the title of my journal..I guess I just had to get this out. ^^ I feel so much better. <3's to my family.